When Cyril came back from his hunt with Merrick, it was just starting to be late into the evening. Most of the clan had gone to sleep, able to rest in the knowledge that the pair was likely safe despite the high chances they were getting into some kind of trouble.
Cyril was grinning pointed ear to pointed ear as he headed straight towards the fire still lightly burning in the center of the camp. He didn't think that Ellana would be asleep just yet. He had something he wanted to show her.
And here she wasn't asleep quite yet. Ellana sat cross-legged beside the fire, a half-finished basket in her hands. She liked to keep busy and always offered help to others when she could. Tonight she was weaving a basket before she grew too tired to continue. Basket weaving was a monotonous activity, but it gave her time to daydream. And her mother had been a basket weaver. Ellana often wondered if she would daydream while doing this task too.
Cyril's movement caught her attention and she smiled up at him.
"I'm glad to see you've returned unscathed. Merrick as well, I assume?"
Cyril came and sat next to her, comfortable in the idea that she wouldn't mind the company too terribly much. "They've yet to create a creature that can best Merrick," he said with full confidence. He wasn't confident that there was a 'they' that created the creatures of the world, but he knew that Merrick could handle anything that the world tossed at him.
"I wanted to show you what we got today." He shifted his weight a bit so that he could pull out a book. On the cover was a drawing of a very handsome human man holding a demur, brown haired elf. It was a classic, cheesy romance novel made from a little known artist. "The sex in this is terribly written, but I thought you might get a chuckle or two."
Ellana looked down at the book and gasped. It was something that would get them in trouble if it was found. Quickly, she looked around them to make sure no one else was up and about, then she scooted closer, excitement practically brimming over.
"Even so, I want to have a peek. What do they think sex with an elf is like?"
He grinned at her excited reaction. That was what he was hoping for. Even if he had found the book a little more than hilarious, he thought she might enjoy some of the more romantic aspects.
"You'll have to see for yourself as I'm not certain I can do it justice. I will say that they seem to think city elves faint quite a bit," he explained, still smiling a bit at the amusement he felt over the book. "Or swoon. Do you think that's a real problem in an alienage? Perhaps being away from fresh air causes poor circulation?"
Ellana exhaled a laugh, taking the book from him to flip through, searching for any words that struck her as being from a sex scene.
"Perhaps they do, but more likely than not, it's because we're smaller than humans. They must think we're dainty." Finding a passage, her eyes widened and she drew up her knees to set the book against her thighs.
"Oo, here's one." She read for a moment, a flush spreading across her cheeks. "Oh. That's... highly unrealistic." But intriguing all the same. Still, as she read the next line, her lips curved up into a smile. "No man could do that, human or not. They'd break something."
Cyril chuckled a bit. "Careful, I might take that as a challenge and try it on the next human man I find." From his tone was clear he wasn't actually going to do such a thing. It was really hard to take anything in that book seriously.
"And then when you're hobbling around camp and they ask what happened, you'll say 'Ellana made me do it!' Right?" Chuckling softly, she returned to the book, flipping through. But after a moment, she added, "They can't all be bad. Humans. I know we're supposed to keep away, and I know plenty must be awful to elves, but they can't all be. Or there wouldn't be books like this."
"That depends on how far you travel. I can get away with gathering kindling in the woods, but if you go farther out to hunting grounds, the Keeper won't allow it. She'll say it's too dangerous for mages." She knew Keeper Deheune just wanted to protect Ellana from Templars, but it didn't help her wanderlust any to be confined so close to camp.
Cyril frowned a bit. "Too far then," he commented. After all, it wasn't like they could target humans anywhere near the camp. "I'm sorry lethallan, I shouldn't have suggested it." That last part was actually sincere, as he felt guilty for giving her the idea when it wasn't possible.
He couldn't imagine the burden that magic brought.
"I'll be happy to," Cyril replied. He took the book back but held it carefully in your hands. "Do you want to keep this?" he asked "It's terrible, and it could get you into trouble, but I won't tell if you do."
The offer was tempting and Ellana weighed it over in her mind for approximately a second before taking it back.
"I can hide it and take it out into the forest to read," she said decisively. If he said it was awful, it probably was, but it was a story about a human and an elf, and she wanted to see how it ended.
Cyril gave her a sweet smile and handed the book back to her. It wasn't really a gift, he told himself. Not in the sense that other Dalish would consider it. Just more of a small comfort. It was a secret, an acknowledgement that they both had similar interests. Hers might have been more romantic than his, but it was still important, he thought, that she knew she had a safe place to talk about it. If she needed it.
"I should get some sleep," he said. "There's an early morning hunt and I've already stayed up for too late to be of use." That wasn't true, of course. Cyril wouldn't have gone out if he had thought he'd be useless in the morning. It was simply easier to make fun of himself than acknowledge that there was any sort of meaning behind his actions. He didn't do well with that sort of thing.
Ellana squeezed the book to her chest, pleased she could add it to her hidden trove of trinkets that Gavin had given her. She was always interested in the things the humans made, even if they were just little figurines the same as any Dalish could make.
"You say that, but I'm sure you'll be the one to bring back the most. Good night." She was going to stay up a bit longer, just to see how the book began.
Gavin sighed as he walked down toward the river, barefoot, since they were so close to the aravels. He sat down on a rock at the water's edge and let his feet sink into the cool stream. He didn't even notice that he'd disturbed Ellana, at first, until he looked up from his own internal reverie and spotted her.
"I would stay away from the keeper this afternoon, if I were you," he warned wryly. "I think I've gone and gotten her quite riled up."
Ellana turned her head, fingers deftly braiding her hair. This was a rare moment of inactivity for her. Even when she disappeared into the woods, it was for the purpose of gathering wood. But today everyone seemed content to keep their duties to themselves and the cook fires were burning bright, allowing her to slip away.
"How so?" she asked, reaching the end of her braid.
"Oh, you know, the usual," He said, eyes crinkling with self-deprecating
amusement. "I was trying to tell her about the dwarves - or well,
specifically, about this one particular dwarven legend about--" He cut
himself off, laughing. "Sorry. She got angry with me for wasting her time,
demanded to know what I'd been doing the last few days, and did not like my
answer. I got away before that staff came down on my head." He was teasing,
of course, she wouldn't have hit him, but that didn't mean that she
wouldn't have wanted to.
"I wouldn't want her to take it out on you." Yeah, because that would
totally happen, Gavin.
"Really?" she asked, tying off her braid and turning towards him a bit more. "I know nothing of dwarves. And you wouldn't be wasting my time at all if you wanted to tell me. The Keeper -- she just wants to stay focused on the clan." Which was perfectly reasonable, Ellana supposed, but not how the young mage viewed things. She wanted to know about places beyond the aravels and self-imposed borders. Not being a hunter or a trader, or even an explorer like Gavin meant that Ellana had never seen a human or dwarf before.
"I think if she caught me spinning dwarven stories to you, I wouldn't be
able to walk for days," He teased in a low voice, grinning. Really, he was
pleased. "But I'd be happy to tell you anything you want to hear about. As
long as we're out of earshot from the clan."
He grinned, tilting his head as he watched her. "It's nice to see you
taking a break, though."
"If you're worried, we could walk further on," she suggested. Because she really did want to hear of the dwarves.
Her eyes sparkled with amusement. "Would you believe that Sulahni threatened to throw halla droppings at me if I didn't take a day off trying to assist her? She says the halla are going to love me more than her, but we both know that's not true."
He laughed, tickling the water with his bare toes. "I can absolutely
believe that," He grinned. "Putting us all to shame with your work ethic,"
he teased, before looking around.
"Come on. We can pretend we're fishing - maybe actually catch a fish - and
I'll tell you about the paragons of Orzammar."
"A massive dwarven city," Gavin whispered as he picked his way down the
river bank, hopping from one stone to the next. "Imagine if you hollowed
out a mountain, and lived inside of it. The sky replaced by rock, high high
above, too dark to see where it ends. Below you, rock so hot that it's
molten - churning and glowing as it lights the city above it. And the noise
- Ellana, the noise! As if a hundred drums made of iron were slamming in
your chest. You can feel it vibrate through your feet, right to the tips
of your fingers."
"They can't even see the sky?" The thought was certainly depressing. "It sounds so stifling. But there must be good qualities too." She laughed about the beards. "Now that would be a sight! Much different than here, that's for sure."
Moving to catch up with him, she stepped out onto a flat stone in the stream, keeping her arms out for balance.
"Some have never seen the sky in their entire lives," Gavin said
cheerfully, despite the solemn subject matter.
He stood on a stone, thoughtfully, using one hand to try to gauge the
average dwarf's height against his chest.
"About here," he said, his hand at his midsection. "Not all of them live
underground - but the ones that do are sort of like us. They keep the old
ways. The ones above ground are treated a little differently."
"Treated differently how? Are they treated badly?" Ellana wished the clan could respect tradition while still moving forward, but it seemed most were content to just repeat their history and speak of the day's hunting. At least Gavin had seen what it was like out there.
"They're never allowed back. Race-traitors." He gave a lopsided smile at
that - after all, he'd been called the same, and worse, and at least their
clan hadn't kicked him out. "So really, they don't come in to contact much
at all, except the traders. They let some of them in, sometimes. But
they're not allowed to stay."
Gavin had never been content repeating elvish history. When he'd been
trying to apprentice under the storyteller, he kept changing the endings,
adding dragons and forbidden trysts and once he even added a new god to the
pantheon.
"Oh." Ellana hated that term. She felt that wanting to learn about another race or wanting to step outside the bounds of the clan didn't mean that she was going to turn her back on being an elf, but not everyone in the clan agreed. It was why she kept most of her curiosities to herself. But the ones her age, they understood. Gavin went out into the world, Beleth traded with humans. Even Cyril and Merrick played tricks on them. She wished she had a reason to go with them, one that wouldn't anger Keeper Deheune.
"I think once you've felt the sun on your face and the wind in your hair, that you wouldn't wish to stay underground forever anyway." But to those who knew nothing else, it must not have seemed a hardship. "How long were you down in Or-- Orzammar?" Was that its name?
"I think once you've you've seen even a sliver of the world it's hard not
to wish to see the rest," He agreed, though maybe more than he ought to
have. He kneeled on the rock, looking into the shallows for fish, wiggling
his fingers on the surface like bait.
"Orzammar," He confirmed. "And a few days - maybe a week? It was hard to
tell time down there. I kept waking up at weird times." He laughed. "I
didn't stay too long. They don't really like outsiders anyway, and I didn't
have a lot to trade. I only got in, in the first place, because I
befriended one of the merchants that has a contract with them."
He saw something in the water and his hand shot out to try to grab it, but
came back empty.
"I don't think I'd be able to sleep down there, with the drum beat sounds." Ellana set her hands on her knees, leaning down to watch Gavin attempt to catch a fish.
"The people down there seem to like it, though? Don't they ever feel trapped?"
The question caught her by surprise, but only briefly. Even though he wasn't looking her way, her expression softened as the answer immediately came to her.
"Not at all. Besides, if you're a traitor, then so am I. Sometimes I wish I could leave, but I would always come back. I want to see what's out there, outside of the clan, as you do." There was a pause as she moved to another stone. "But the Keeper won't allow it. She won't let a mage go." Ellana knew it was because the woman wanted to protect her from Templars, yet sometimes she felt as trapped as those dwarves underground must have felt.
"The outside isn't very kind to mages, it's true," he said, giving her a small, sympathetic smile. He had relaxed, at her words. It was enough, that at least they all didn't hate him. That some of them understood. That was enough.
His smile widened, however, despite his thoughts, and he said, "Well, if you ever need an accomplice to sneak away, at least you know who to come to."
Ellana laughed, wishing she could, even for just a few days. But she couldn't disappoint their Keeper like that. She'd been so good to keep Ellana around, even though she was third in line for future Keeper. She could have been sent to another clan, but after losing her parents, Keeper Deheune thought the girl had suffered enough trauma. And Ellana had no wish to lose the woman's favor.
"I'll bear it in mind. Was Orzammar the last place you visited before returning here?"
"No. I stopped by Kirkwall, on my way back - for a hot half minute. Took
the entirety of two seconds to realise that it was one of the most
dangerous places I've been in a while. Besides - I was out of anything
worth trading, which is always a sign that it's time to come home."
"Oh, I'm glad you left quickly! Isn't that where all the trouble started a few years ago with the mages and the Templars? I wouldn't want to be in that city, even if I wasn't a mage." As it is, she felt relieved that Gavin hadn't come across any trouble there.
"So you didn't bring any trinkets back?" She tried not to sound too disappointed there.
That brought a twinkle to his eye, and a grin to his lips. "Now, now. When have I ever failed you?" He asked. A rhetorical question, of course, considering that he failed his clan basically every day, but that was beside the point. He tilted his head as he padded down his pockets for a moment, and then:
"Ahh, here it is." He pulled out a very small package from his pocket - a perfect, delicate comb, of some kind of opalescent white stone. He stepped over a few rocks and held it out to her. "Will this suffice for my toll?" He teased.
Her eyes widened and she carefully took the comb from him, holding it tightly so she didn't drop it in the water. In fact, she stepped out of the center of the stream and to the shore to be doubly safe before holding it up to examine it.
"It's beautiful!" Her fingers ran down the teeth of the comb, marveling at how it was so perfectly constructed, not like their crude combs of animal bone. She would never have called their own crude, of course. The crafter worked hard, and even carved patterns into the combs. But this one shone in the light and the teeth were so small! "I love it. Thank you, Gavin. Where did you get it?"
He followed her, hopping between stones and nearly slipping on one -
falling face first into the water would have been perfect - but he managed
to reach the shore without incident. He grinned, leaning in to watch her
check it over.
"Good, I'd hoped you like it. I met a trader - a someone down on his luck
man from Orlais, trying to get to Tevinter and getting hopelessly lost. I
guided him back to Starkhaven and he thanked me with this, and a rather
tasty meal."
And a very interesting night, but that was not really a story to tell to
the clan.
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Cyril was grinning pointed ear to pointed ear as he headed straight towards the fire still lightly burning in the center of the camp. He didn't think that Ellana would be asleep just yet. He had something he wanted to show her.
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Cyril's movement caught her attention and she smiled up at him.
"I'm glad to see you've returned unscathed. Merrick as well, I assume?"
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"I wanted to show you what we got today." He shifted his weight a bit so that he could pull out a book. On the cover was a drawing of a very handsome human man holding a demur, brown haired elf. It was a classic, cheesy romance novel made from a little known artist. "The sex in this is terribly written, but I thought you might get a chuckle or two."
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"Even so, I want to have a peek. What do they think sex with an elf is like?"
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"You'll have to see for yourself as I'm not certain I can do it justice. I will say that they seem to think city elves faint quite a bit," he explained, still smiling a bit at the amusement he felt over the book. "Or swoon. Do you think that's a real problem in an alienage? Perhaps being away from fresh air causes poor circulation?"
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"Perhaps they do, but more likely than not, it's because we're smaller than humans. They must think we're dainty." Finding a passage, her eyes widened and she drew up her knees to set the book against her thighs.
"Oo, here's one." She read for a moment, a flush spreading across her cheeks. "Oh. That's... highly unrealistic." But intriguing all the same. Still, as she read the next line, her lips curved up into a smile. "No man could do that, human or not. They'd break something."
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He shrugged after a moment. "You could always come with Merrick and I next time. It might be easier to have a woman with me."
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He couldn't imagine the burden that magic brought.
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"It's all right. Maybe someday..." Her voice trailed off, since she wasn't sure she believed it. It was what she hoped for, though.
"Well, until then, I can just listen to all your stories!"
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"I can hide it and take it out into the forest to read," she said decisively. If he said it was awful, it probably was, but it was a story about a human and an elf, and she wanted to see how it ended.
"Thank you."
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"I should get some sleep," he said. "There's an early morning hunt and I've already stayed up for too late to be of use." That wasn't true, of course. Cyril wouldn't have gone out if he had thought he'd be useless in the morning. It was simply easier to make fun of himself than acknowledge that there was any sort of meaning behind his actions. He didn't do well with that sort of thing.
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"You say that, but I'm sure you'll be the one to bring back the most. Good night." She was going to stay up a bit longer, just to see how the book began.
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"I would stay away from the keeper this afternoon, if I were you," he warned wryly. "I think I've gone and gotten her quite riled up."
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"How so?" she asked, reaching the end of her braid.
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"Oh, you know, the usual," He said, eyes crinkling with self-deprecating amusement. "I was trying to tell her about the dwarves - or well, specifically, about this one particular dwarven legend about--" He cut himself off, laughing. "Sorry. She got angry with me for wasting her time, demanded to know what I'd been doing the last few days, and did not like my answer. I got away before that staff came down on my head." He was teasing, of course, she wouldn't have hit him, but that didn't mean that she wouldn't have wanted to.
"I wouldn't want her to take it out on you." Yeah, because that would totally happen, Gavin.
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"I think if she caught me spinning dwarven stories to you, I wouldn't be able to walk for days," He teased in a low voice, grinning. Really, he was pleased. "But I'd be happy to tell you anything you want to hear about. As long as we're out of earshot from the clan."
He grinned, tilting his head as he watched her. "It's nice to see you taking a break, though."
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Her eyes sparkled with amusement. "Would you believe that Sulahni threatened to throw halla droppings at me if I didn't take a day off trying to assist her? She says the halla are going to love me more than her, but we both know that's not true."
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He laughed, tickling the water with his bare toes. "I can absolutely believe that," He grinned. "Putting us all to shame with your work ethic," he teased, before looking around.
"Come on. We can pretend we're fishing - maybe actually catch a fish - and I'll tell you about the paragons of Orzammar."
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"Please do! Orzammar is a strange name. Is that a dwarven city?"
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"A massive dwarven city," Gavin whispered as he picked his way down the river bank, hopping from one stone to the next. "Imagine if you hollowed out a mountain, and lived inside of it. The sky replaced by rock, high high above, too dark to see where it ends. Below you, rock so hot that it's molten - churning and glowing as it lights the city above it. And the noise - Ellana, the noise! As if a hundred drums made of iron were slamming in your chest. You can feel it vibrate through your feet, right to the tips of your fingers."
He grinned.
"And a beard on nearly every man in sight."
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Moving to catch up with him, she stepped out onto a flat stone in the stream, keeping her arms out for balance.
"Are they very short? I've heard they are."
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"Some have never seen the sky in their entire lives," Gavin said cheerfully, despite the solemn subject matter.
He stood on a stone, thoughtfully, using one hand to try to gauge the average dwarf's height against his chest.
"About here," he said, his hand at his midsection. "Not all of them live underground - but the ones that do are sort of like us. They keep the old ways. The ones above ground are treated a little differently."
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"They're never allowed back. Race-traitors." He gave a lopsided smile at that - after all, he'd been called the same, and worse, and at least their clan hadn't kicked him out. "So really, they don't come in to contact much at all, except the traders. They let some of them in, sometimes. But they're not allowed to stay."
Gavin had never been content repeating elvish history. When he'd been trying to apprentice under the storyteller, he kept changing the endings, adding dragons and forbidden trysts and once he even added a new god to the pantheon.
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"I think once you've felt the sun on your face and the wind in your hair, that you wouldn't wish to stay underground forever anyway." But to those who knew nothing else, it must not have seemed a hardship. "How long were you down in Or-- Orzammar?" Was that its name?
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"I think once you've you've seen even a sliver of the world it's hard not to wish to see the rest," He agreed, though maybe more than he ought to have. He kneeled on the rock, looking into the shallows for fish, wiggling his fingers on the surface like bait.
"Orzammar," He confirmed. "And a few days - maybe a week? It was hard to tell time down there. I kept waking up at weird times." He laughed. "I didn't stay too long. They don't really like outsiders anyway, and I didn't have a lot to trade. I only got in, in the first place, because I befriended one of the merchants that has a contract with them."
He saw something in the water and his hand shot out to try to grab it, but came back empty.
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"The people down there seem to like it, though? Don't they ever feel trapped?"
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"Doesn't everyone?" Gavin laughed, but it rang a little hollow - too true, for him, to be funny.
He fell silent for a moment, watching the water, before asking in a quiet voice: "Do you think I'm a traitor, Ellana?"
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"Not at all. Besides, if you're a traitor, then so am I. Sometimes I wish I could leave, but I would always come back. I want to see what's out there, outside of the clan, as you do." There was a pause as she moved to another stone. "But the Keeper won't allow it. She won't let a mage go." Ellana knew it was because the woman wanted to protect her from Templars, yet sometimes she felt as trapped as those dwarves underground must have felt.
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"The outside isn't very kind to mages, it's true," he said, giving her a small, sympathetic smile. He had relaxed, at her words. It was enough, that at least they all didn't hate him. That some of them understood. That was enough.
His smile widened, however, despite his thoughts, and he said, "Well, if you ever need an accomplice to sneak away, at least you know who to come to."
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"I'll bear it in mind. Was Orzammar the last place you visited before returning here?"
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Gavin shook his head.
"No. I stopped by Kirkwall, on my way back - for a hot half minute. Took the entirety of two seconds to realise that it was one of the most dangerous places I've been in a while. Besides - I was out of anything worth trading, which is always a sign that it's time to come home."
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"So you didn't bring any trinkets back?" She tried not to sound too disappointed there.
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"Ahh, here it is." He pulled out a very small package from his pocket - a perfect, delicate comb, of some kind of opalescent white stone. He stepped over a few rocks and held it out to her. "Will this suffice for my toll?" He teased.
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"It's beautiful!" Her fingers ran down the teeth of the comb, marveling at how it was so perfectly constructed, not like their crude combs of animal bone. She would never have called their own crude, of course. The crafter worked hard, and even carved patterns into the combs. But this one shone in the light and the teeth were so small! "I love it. Thank you, Gavin. Where did you get it?"
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He followed her, hopping between stones and nearly slipping on one - falling face first into the water would have been perfect - but he managed to reach the shore without incident. He grinned, leaning in to watch her check it over.
"Good, I'd hoped you like it. I met a trader - a someone down on his luck man from Orlais, trying to get to Tevinter and getting hopelessly lost. I guided him back to Starkhaven and he thanked me with this, and a rather tasty meal."
And a very interesting night, but that was not really a story to tell to the clan.